04 August 2008

I called her Around 30 Times This Morning. She did Not Answered. I message Her, Still Did not Reply.
I keep doing this That Whole Morning. Around Afternoon, She Finally replied.
I Felt very Relieve,But It does not last long.


I ask Her: 'Why did not Reply me?? Do U know how worried Am I?? Did Something Happened to You??
can U tell Me What Happened??'
She replied:'No.. I cannot Tell U,Because U are Not Me. Sound Cruel.. I am Sorry But Some Things
cannot be said... I beg You... Stop loving Me..'
I told Her: 'You ask Me To stop Loving You. So I must Have the Rights To know Why Must I Stop
loving U.'
She replied:'Because I cannot Forget Him'
I replied: 'Just Because Of This. Just because Of This you don't want to Reply Me, Don't answer
my call. Just Because of This You Want Me to Stop Loving You??'
She replied:'Then what?? Then what Can I do to stop U from Loving Me!? I said Before! Those That
are my Boyfriend Will Not Have Happiness!'

My Heart Was COMPLETELY BROKEN!!
Truly Torn Into Pieces. It Will Not Be mend Easily Again.
After All, She Is someone I decided to Give It A Last Shot. But It Still Broke After All.
I really Put In a lot of Effort In Her.She Is the One I Put in the Most Effort de.
But All The Effort, Gone.

I ask Her:'Then Why do You boost My confidence,On waiting for You?'
She said: 'Because I think, I think I am Not Worth the Wait.'
I ask Her:'Did I not done enough?? Does I deserve This??'
She said: 'No. Its My fault.'

I Hate This Sentence. It Hurts GOD DAMN Badly.
Why do Every Girls Say The Same Sentence??
This Sentence, Its The Best Excuse For Them.

I try To turn Back The Situation,But It Wont Work.
She Said That She Is Happy Waiting For Him.
Since She Is Happy With Her Life. No Point Forcing Her To get Struck with Someone Like Me.
After All Not My First Time Liao Ma. Haas.
Since She Is Someone I loved, I must Let her go As Long As She Is Happy With What She Wanted.
Every Promise I made, Cannot Be Kept Anymore.

Although It Is FUCKING Hurt, But It Is Better To hurt Only Myself Than Pulling others to suffer My Pain.
I got To let Her Go.
Don't Struck This Problem With Me. Anyway I think Only I Suffering From This Kind Of Heartache.
I think This Is The Best Way For Her Ba.